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Keep It Down
02:18
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I want to slide my hands
Under my skin and understand
The hidden parts of me
Inside my marrow and my bloodstream
Why do I deny
The thoughts I have that make me cry
Is it wrong to not be strong
Don't breathe a word, don't sing this song
Keep it down
Keep it down
Keep it down
I just want to be good
And act the way a human should
But I'm learning day by day
That maybe I'm doing okay
Keep it down
Keep it down
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Obsession
01:39
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Have you ever felt the weight
Of an apple in your hand
And considered if the calories
Are something you can stand
Have you ever thought about
Cutting off your head
And had to tell yourself ten thousand times
I don't want to be dead
That shirt fits too snugly
Have you gotten larger
Are you fat, are you ugly
Punish yourself harder
What's that look on your face
You can't outrun
That you're rotten right down to the core
You're too far gone
Da, da, da...
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Rot
02:21
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Looking over the edge of a concrete balcony
Counting all the bones I'd break from this height
Wondering would I feel regret on the journey down
Or feel at peace knowing at least I tried with all my might
Walking down a little path through the forest
Considering veering off into the trees to find a spot to lie
I'm unsure if I want somebody to find me cold and still
Or if I just want to be alone to cry
Please just let me lay in bed
And run through all these little simulations in my head
Let my muscles atrophy and my skin decompose
At least that way the rottenness inside will show
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Starting Over
02:46
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Pretty face in the mirror, how'd you hurt yourself today
Thought the last time that this happened all your tools got thrown away
Guess your claws just couldn't help but try and make your face feel smooth
Didn't even see the blood until the beast inside was soothed
What are you trying to prove
Scratching off your imperfections
You view all your flaws just like a
White blood cell attacking an infection
Keep on starting over patching up your latest sores
Keep in mind you're getting closer
To not hating every pore
When I get lost in all these endless loops of self destruction
I would give anything to rip the face from my reflection
Reaching arms through broken windows
Tend the wounds with softer touch
If you learn to love the pieces
Maybe the sum won't hurt s0 much
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