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Old Wounds

by Ambrosia

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1.
Keep It Down 02:18
I want to slide my hands Under my skin and understand The hidden parts of me Inside my marrow and my bloodstream Why do I deny The thoughts I have that make me cry Is it wrong to not be strong Don't breathe a word, don't sing this song Keep it down Keep it down Keep it down I just want to be good And act the way a human should But I'm learning day by day That maybe I'm doing okay Keep it down Keep it down
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Obsession 01:39
Have you ever felt the weight Of an apple in your hand And considered if the calories Are something you can stand Have you ever thought about Cutting off your head And had to tell yourself ten thousand times I don't want to be dead That shirt fits too snugly Have you gotten larger Are you fat, are you ugly Punish yourself harder What's that look on your face You can't outrun That you're rotten right down to the core You're too far gone Da, da, da...
3.
Rot 02:21
Looking over the edge of a concrete balcony Counting all the bones I'd break from this height Wondering would I feel regret on the journey down Or feel at peace knowing at least I tried with all my might Walking down a little path through the forest Considering veering off into the trees to find a spot to lie I'm unsure if I want somebody to find me cold and still Or if I just want to be alone to cry Please just let me lay in bed And run through all these little simulations in my head Let my muscles atrophy and my skin decompose At least that way the rottenness inside will show
4.
Pretty face in the mirror, how'd you hurt yourself today Thought the last time that this happened all your tools got thrown away Guess your claws just couldn't help but try and make your face feel smooth Didn't even see the blood until the beast inside was soothed What are you trying to prove Scratching off your imperfections You view all your flaws just like a White blood cell attacking an infection Keep on starting over patching up your latest sores Keep in mind you're getting closer To not hating every pore When I get lost in all these endless loops of self destruction I would give anything to rip the face from my reflection Reaching arms through broken windows Tend the wounds with softer touch If you learn to love the pieces Maybe the sum won't hurt s0 much

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just some songs I wrote that I thought folks might like somewhat. apologies if the audio quality isn't great on some tracks, most of these tracks are quite old and were recorded pretty haphazardly, haha. hope you enjoy!

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released September 17, 2021

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a haunting voice to follow into the woods.

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